Bigger Pond, Bigger Goals
I started YouTube many moons ago now, and although at the time it never crossed my mind what other people would think about it, slowly it started to affect me. Which of course, it shouldn't have because I enjoyed it; but there's the teenage psyche for you.
But, as you may have seen I moved out. This has brought along a good few new experiences but more than anything it has given me a bit more confidence. I say that kind of sheepishly because I know so many people must think that I am the most confident girl out there, considering how much I have already pushed myself out into the public eye.
In reality though I am critically aware of what other people may think of me, most importantly those who are close to me. I know that doing YouTube and chatting away to a camera is still seen as weird, even though it is 2017.
However, now that I reside in a much bigger pond, I'm going to try and outgrow the 'everyone is judging me' mindset and re-jig my goals and aspirations to suit my new surroundings.
God, I'm really making a big deal out of nothing here. In plain English (considering that is what I am going to be studying for the next four years), I am going to be creating a lot more content, both for my YouTube Channel and my blog, and I hope you will enjoy it!
Here's the first, of hopefully many, vlogs!